TEEHEEHEE! Me and hubby finally 8 months! x) YAYNESS! Anyways, went to stacy`s chalet on friday. People came to find trouble with my hubby, 10 over people versus my hubby 1 person because all of hubby`s friend went home already. But in the end pang sua lah. Than slacked there for awhile til 3+am than headed home. x)

On saturday, hubby and my EIGHT MONTHS! Went over to sin ming to find hubby. Went to prata house to eat and and AND! my nasi goreng aint yummy anymore! ARGHS! >;( haha. Afterwhich, thomas drove us back with this cute little red car that makes alot of noise. HEHS! Slacked at sin ming playground til 6am. Had a quarrel with hubby again. And again, over little stuffs again. HAIS! i guess, i must really control this damn temper of mine.

Yesterday, did not even get to see my hubby at all. Slacked at home the whole day. Quarreled with hubby again. HAIS! =( SAD! But i`ve told hubby, i would change. And if i ever attitude him, scold him or look at boys, he MUST stop me. I miss my hubby so much! Would only be able to see him tomorrow. HAIS ( ::'-':: ) Hubby is sleeping now, and im waiting for him to wake up and call me. Thats all bahs, short entry and i know hubby will say me, but i dont care! HAHAS!

i <3 you my frumpy lumpy dumpy hubby!

Gonna blog before i sleep. TEEHEEHEE! Was with hubby yesterday. Went down to sin ming to find hubby, and stupid hubby made me cry infront of his friends! Damn paiseh! x( Eyeliner smudged and my face became black, HAHA! After that, we went to 'Meng kitchen' to eat. Didn`t want to eat but hubby just ordered for me because he wanted me to eat (-____-") After eating, went back to sin ming and slack again. When all hubby`s friend left, me and hubby went to the playground to sleep, didn`t go back home to sleep because hubby wanted to go and eat curry rice with ah lee and denis and he was supposed to stay over at my house. So i just accompanied him. At around 5.3oam, we went to the kopitiam because hubby wanted to shit, than we stayed there to wait for denis. At around 6+am going to 7am, ah lee came and fetched us. Went to Telok Blangah to eat curry rice. TEEHEEHEE. Hubby is turning me into a big piggy!

After eating, headed back to sin ming, slacked there til about 9am than headed home with hubby. Reached home, forced hubby to bathe than we went to sleep. Woke up at 6+ than woke hubby up. Hubby left my house at 9.3opm. TAHAHA.

I love my hubby loads <3

On monday, hubby came to stay over at my house. Than fetched me to work early in the morning! HEHE! After work,went to meet hubby. Im rich again! YAYNESS \(^-^)/ Me and hubby went shopping tgt, hubby bought a levi`s jeans and converse shoes. Wanted to buy some tops, but hubby was with his friends, so didn`t in the end. Ate long john`s and walked around for awhile, afterwhich, took a bus down to sin ming. My hubby so poor thing, hais, he is sick, and i don`t know what to do. All i can do is to ask him to take care. But it really breaks my heart to see hubby like this. HAIS! x(

Slacked at sin ming for awhile, than ah lee came to fetch me and hubby. Went to cineleisure to catch a midnight movie. Watched 'The exocism of Emily Rose'. Quite a good show, but it wasnt as scary as i expected. LOLS. After the show, went to lavendar to eat, than ah lee fetched me home. HEHE!

Hubby says i`ve changed. Well, not changed to be better but worst. And i`ve realised this too, because i always scold him over every little things. HAIS. I myself don`t know why i`ve become like this, but i really love him alot. I keep saying i would not take him for granted, i would change my attitude. But in the end, i just get worst. HAIS. Hubby also told me, he said in the past, all his ex GF`s treat him very good, and they always treat him better and better. But his feelings would fade for them. But for me, he didn`t want me to treat him so good because he was afraid his feelings would fade for me. He said that whenever i scold him, he feels sad, but on the other hand, his feelings get more and more for me, and he doesnt know what he wants from me. =( And for me, im afraid tht if i keep scolding hubby, his feelings would fade, and if i treat him too good, im afraid his feelings would fade too. HAIS, feeling so sad and confused now. =(

But still, i love my hubby <3

I LOVE MY HUBBY ! Today, went out with crush, we went shopping. Went to far east and ate at long john silver and the way crush eats is .........! Such a fussy eater! HEHS! Bought eye liner from missha. After eating, we headed to PS. Wanted to get some tops from M-industries but the shirts are really small! x( LOLS! Walked around somemore, than bought a top at flesh imp. Crush chose it for me. TEEHEEHEE! Love going out with her although she made me wait for 1/2 an hour today! >;( Went to carrefour and i bought mint m&m`s and it is..WOO! HEAVENLY! LOLS.

After shopping, accompanied crush to meet her bf, than i went off to find hubby. Slacked with hubby, went to eat than went back to slacking. I LOVE MY HUBBY MARCUS FOO! Kept disturbing hubby, kept calling him ah lao and zheng ah! LOLS. Zheng ah is what his family calls him so i kept disturbing him with it. Today also so suay, while hubby was coming to find me, he was smoking and just nice, his family came back, but i doubt they saw him smoking anyways. Than while me and hubby were walking over to 'Meng kitchen' to eat, we banged into his WHOLE family. And when i saw his grandmom,grand-dad and mommy, i fucking forgot my manners, didn`t even greet them! x( I must have left a fucking bad impression! ARGHS! feel so angry with myself. Might be going out with hubby tml or monday. HEE! We are so loving and im love my current life now! Cant afford to lose him. Lost him once, and not gonna lose him again, gonna hold him so tightly! One thing im afriad is that hubby would get tired of me. But he say he wouldn`t so i trust him. HEE! Hubby i love you!

Lotsa <3 from samantha to marcus. (",)x'')

YAY! i love my hubby loads! Have been with him almost the whole week! Went to far east with hubby and his friends ytd, i bought a mickey mouse wallet from M-industries. TEEHEEHEE! After shopping, we headed back to sin ming. Hubby says i`ve become very naggy and noisy. LOLS! At around 1+, hubby, me and his friends went to eat with ah lee but because i didn`t want to eat, ah lee send me home first. Yepps, i realise that whenevee hubby leaves my side, i will start to miss him. (^-^) HEE!

On Wednesday, hubby came to fetch me from work, than we went to sin ming. Hubby brought me to prata house to eat my once very yummylicious cheese prata, but it aint yummylicious to me anymore. LOLS. Told hubby i`m never gonna eat it ever again! LOLS. Than we went to sin ming slack awhile. Went to eat supper at wham poa with ah lee, and the hokkien noodles there is very yummy! LOLS. Hubby is turning me into a pig. Hubby was kinda disappointed and angry with me, because while we were in the car, it was so squeezy, asked hubby to sit on my lap but he didn`t want to, and fucking dumb me went to ask thomas to sit on my lap without fucking thinking about hubby`s feeling, and i ought to give myself a fucking tight slap! ARGHS! SORRY HUBBY! x( hubby was also angry because he said thomas tried to feed me..(-__-") While we were heading home, saw 2 OLD GAYS, touching each other in the car, and they even french kissed, so..........! hahs. I miss my hubby so much, most probably meeting him on saturday. x) YAY!

Hubby told me his ah mah said that when he turned 18, she would buy a car for him. Than hubby said he would put the front seat, 'for his princess only' which is ME! So i told hubby tht it would be 3 yrs more and the girl beside him might not be me, than hubby told me he plan everything already and i`ll definitely be the girl seating next to him in his car. WEE! I LOVE MY HUBBY! YAYNESS! Me and hubby is so loving, no one could ever tear us apart, hubby was such a fucking flirt last time but now he doesnt ever look at girls, or contact any girls! HEEHEE.

hubby hubby wo ai ni eh, muacks! <3

YAY! Went to work for my auntie today, she paid me $8o for one day and i`ll be working again tomorrow so i`ll have $16o in total, i`ll be RICH RICH RICH! Gonna go shopping some day. x) Hubby fetched me to work today than he went home.

I worked from 9am-6.3opm than went to find hubby but in the end, we quarrelled than i was so angry, i sat a cab home w/o meeting him. Hubby called me, and he kept begging me to U turn go back to his house but i said i didn`t want to, than hubby CRIED. Third time i heard him cry, really breaks my heart. Ppl can call him gay or whatever, but to me, when he cried, it showed tht he truly loves me. YAY! x) The quarrel that me and hubby had today was the WORST. We were practically shouting at each other over the phone. Hubby scold me til so jia lat, i cry he also didn`t become soft hearted, kept scolding me all the vulgaraties, he said he wanted to make me regret and all. My heart totally shattered into a billion pieces.

I wanted to break up with him because both of our attitude and characters are very different, and whenever we quarrel, it surely will turn out very jia lat. (-____-") Than hubby came down hougang, we talked and settled everything, but we didn`t break la. LOLS. Went to the pasar malam than went to my block downstairs, lied on hubby`s lap and i fell asleep. HEHS! Hubby brought me back home. As i was alone at home, hubby accompanied me til someone came home. TEEHEEHEE! i love him so much! x)

Hubby, sorry for dua-ing you today. Didn`t mean it, i went off in a fit anger. When you cried, my heart broke, but i wanted to act as thou i didn`t care, but actually, deep inside, my heart was in pain, i didn`t know what to do. HAIS. Sorry for always taking you for granted, sorry for being such a lousy GF. Sorry for always using a break-up to treaten you, but i promise i wont ever treaten you with a break up anymore. SORRY HUBBY! i loveeee youuuuuuu! MUACKS <3

\(^-^)/ Back to blog again. Crush zao chu because of some reasons. I really pity her for having such a fucked up father. No offence crush. lols. She is staying over at xiurong`s house. Wanted to come over to mine at first but didn`t because my house is too crowded with my sisters and their boyfriends. Yepps. Don`t know when she`ll go back, but i won`t push her to go back home because if it was me in her shoes, i would have left too. LOLS. Crush, must take care ok? anything can call me, i`ll be there for you. TEEHEEHEE. Anyways, have been out til early mornings the past few days. Gonna look like a panda. LOLS. Anyways, was out with hubby on friday and yesterday. Shall recap back. x)

FRIDAY
Hubby brought me out to watch tom yum goong with ah lee, thomas and ryan. I thought the show would be boring but i was wrong, because it was so nice. LOLS. We caught the 11.45pm show. Because the show was NC16, everyone was afraid i couldn`t get in. (-__-') But me and hubby purposly go in late, than the uncle let us in. SEE! I LOOK LIKE 16! rofl~

After the movie, ah lee fetched me home. In the car, i asked hubby if he could stay over in my house but he say he didn`t want to. Than i jitao black face, duwan talk to him anymore. LOLS. Than when reach my house, hubby fetch me to my house doorstep than he left. Felt kinda sad when he had to go, i cant live without my hubby this few days. x) After removing my make-up, msg-ed hubby. He told me lotsa things that simply melted my heart. HEHS! After tht, i went to sleep. Yepps...

SATURDAY

Wasn`t supposed to find hubby yesterday but he called me and begged me to go down and find him. So after hubby begged me for so long and even offered to come down to hg to fetch me, i said ok. So hubby came down, i bathed and dolled up, than we took a cab and headed down to shunfu, hubby`s house. Hubby went home to take money and his cap than we went to meet his friends. Hubby cheated my feelings, he said he wanted to bring me go eat the very yummylicious cheese prata but in the end, we ate macdonalds. ZZZ.. After eating, we went to sin ming, slacked around, than we went to bishan park.

Played bluff, heart attack and detective&murderer outside the pub, Damn fun and time passed really fast. lols. Headed home at 6am. Watched TV til 8am,than i went to sleep. Slept all the way to 7pm+. Pro ehs? i inherited hubby`s genes. HEHE.

i LOVE my hubby <3

TEEHEEHEE! Just woke up not long ago. I am very happy with my current life now! Hubby treats me very well and i love him so very much! =) Was with hubby for 2 whole days,HEE!

Hubby came to find me on monday night, than he stayed over at my house. I woke up at around 3+, went to NTUC at hougang mall with my sister cos hubby was still sleeping. We wanted to get ingredients to make Orea cheesecake and ingredients for sushi. The NTUC at hougang mall didn`t have many of the ingredients we needed so we took a cab to kovan. Went to cold storage and NTUC to get all the ingredients than took a cab back home. Woke hubby up to eat his lunch, than i went to help my sister make the oreo cheesecake for her BF. It turned out quite good, but haven tasted it. LOLS.

At night, went back with hubby to his house. Waited for him to bathe than we took a bus over to sin ming to look for hubby`s friends, senky and thomas. Lepakk awhile than we went to the kopitiam roof top. We kept disturbing the security guards, damn funny. Sat on the roof for awhile than we went back to the kopitiam. Slacked there til 3+. Than i had to go home. Yepps. And hubby made me cry, he wanted to fetch me home but he didn`t want to let me know because he wanted to give me a surprise. I asked him where he was going than he said he was going to a girl`s house. Actually, i knew he was going to fetch me home, but i thought why would he suddenly fetch me home? In the past 7 mths, he has never fetched me home. I also heard him telling senky he wanted to tell me smth. So i was afraid that he was going to break with me. Than,while we were going off to take a cab, i cried, than hubby asked me what happenend. So i told him and he said i think too much. (-____-")

In the cab, hubby told me that he was angry with thomas cause he flirt with me. LOLS. Because at the kopitiam, we played sissors, paper,stone and our hands had to be touching each other because the person tht win cld beat the losers hand. Hubby jealous. HAHS. Reached home at around 4+ am, we slacked til 6.3o am. Wanted to eat breakfast first but it was raining very heavily so i sheltered hubby and we waited for a cab. HEHS. I LOVE MY HUBBY LOADS!

Hubby, dont be silly. I only love you! HEHES! I love you so so much, where will bear to leave you? I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. We have been thru so much, and i can see you are really trying to change to give me happiness. Sometimes i take you for granted and keep scolding you. Im sorry. Thanks for tolerating my fucked up attitude and always trying to give in to me. x) LOVE YOU HUBBY!